Fighting

Sitting and watching everything around me fall apart, I had to find a purpose.

Walls were literally collapsing all around me.

Deep inside, the pain was turning into anger.

I had to find an outlet.

I was turning into an angry monster.

I began to lose certain common mental and physical cognitive functions.

My brain was being programmed to do one thing:

Fight!

I had to fight for everything that was owed to me.