Look in the Mirror

 After a number of set backs and a few life scares I took a look in the mirror and told myself that if the good lord spared me that I wouldn’t take another day for granted. I pray that if you’re reading this message that you do the same. While seeing suffering and good people falling to their knees I also see people rushing in to save them. In this, I remember when I too was in the same position. To make a long story short, when I say I can’t do it, I can. When I fall down, I get up. As people disappear off of the face of the earth, I can only do one thing and that’s look in the mirror. What am I doing to make the world better? Look in the mirror friends. It’s an old simple message in a world quick to turn away.

Look in the Mirror 

Drunk & Unhinged

 Honestly, I remember when these unhinged adults were children. They were so pure, vibrant, and filled with energy. Now they’re tipped over with concealed knowledge, drunk, depressed and untamed with power. Many of them are killing everyone and everything, slowly. Babies, animals, and even themselves. The question is, where are we going? Most of us are in debt, depressed, sexually deprived, wondering if God himself is going to come back and save us from our own insanity. How many people are wandering the streets high and mentally “slash” egotistically insane? Drugs have literally corrupted unhappy people searching for Jesus to heal them. I mean people are literally tipped over and drunk on evil and stupid at the same time. Personally, I’m concerned about myself also in this jungle. I’m concerned about my own social wellbeing, it seems like as I grew older everything else fell further away. Priorities have changed, and no matter how hard things get, I too am a paycheck away from living underground. I spoke to a veterinarian today and the woman was exhausted while explaining the cost of just getting an old dog back up to good health, I’m like screw it, just put him to sleep. It’s cheaper, and I’d save his life and mine. I mean why not wear black to a wedding, the bride has had several abortions, ink splashed all over her body and is clearly under a millennial love spell after scraping up cash for a three thousand dollar dress. I mean people are unhinged, you see a group of young kids drunk out having unprotected sex on private property with no fear of the consequences. Mom and dad are stuck in the 70s getting high in the front yard celebrating legal weed day with a fat wealthy doctor rubbing CBD oil on his patient’s knees. If that’s a nonprofit, then Noah’s ark is just down the road with rainbow flags. It’s either sad or happy, one former president is going back and forth with a porn star and still looked at as the country’s savior while the other is tipped over in his Santa hat giving out abortion pills with his demented VP, handing out taxpayer war solutions and seems to be clearly medically dependent. From a distance you would ask world leaders like hey sir, haven’t you figured it out yet, the world is literally falling apart and you still have the craving to divide and conquer now wonder your wife is cheating with the mailman, her power trip ended after the last expensive fur coat you bought her and it’s clear that she wants to come back down to earth. Your genocide fantasy is going to kill us all sir. To end this rant, I see a group of sports fanatics gambling away their life savings spending $3,000 of their parent’s money on thrill seats while poor young souls sit in a room filthy rich off of a shoe deal wondering who their true friends are. Either science is going to save me or kill me slowly, I feel better now, Jesus is coming soon and rap music is cheaper to make than R&B, Amen & hallelujah! What a ride. I still don’t know enough.

Drunk & Unhinged 

The Inferior Mom

First we must ask the scholars a question. Sitting in high chairs one may wonder why a man claiming to be God was a threat to the world. Every prophet has a mother, is she too different or inferior? If a scholar knows everything what am I worth? So I say as the pharaoh’s watched their dynasties crumble, who holds the key? An eye holding a ball of light watching those who were once oppressed and looked at as termites pour out their wrath on the inferior. Behind a magic curtain one must ask, is there a wizard who made the bombs? Conquering enemies only to live with the conscience inching away at a man who decides to kill. Dreams do haunt us in the night. The truth is that on my quest to perfection I found out that I too am flawed. I too see crowns of thorns and the prophet Muhammad’s army in the distance. Drowning in my sorrow’s I ask these prophets for wisdom and strength as I get older knowing that one day my life on planet earth may be over as well. While observing wars spread and children growing up making the same mistakes I find myself having a purpose. Seeing a part of me and a part of God in them I must give them a reason to keep driving through the storm. A wise man would ask mom how did she make it? Inferior to dad, she bore a seed and encouraged me to fly. Wandering through the night we had to find food and a home, how did she do it? I’m not cursed for having a heart, I’m gifted. While picking my drunk inferior mother up she was never a whore or a B***ch to me. She was a friend, a comforter, and a teacher. I appreciate the discipline and lessons to show respect. Screaming in a mirror watching mom suffer over and over again, I stand at her grave while she sleeps still amazed, marveled, and mystified by the spirit of a woman. They give birth to everything only to roam through the jungle of life searching for love.

Happy Mother’s Day to the inferior Mom.

The Bill Collector

Collections: Hello, may I speak to Karah?

Karah: This is Karah.

Collections: Yes, this is a call from a debt collector in an attempt to collect a debt any portion of this call can and will be used for that purpose. I’m calling about the loan you took out from M8 & Associates are you able to make a payment today?

Karah: No, I’m all out of money. I’ve been working 4 jobs and I’ve even been asked by multiple men to do things outside of my moral compass for cash, but I refused. I can barely afford to pay for my college bills and the 5th job I held to pay this bill, I got fired for taking a nap in the restroom. 

Collections: Well, are you able to pay anything towards your balance today?

Karah: I have $1 left in my bank account if that will help.

Collections: That will work for now. I’ll take the card number whenever you’re ready. After the one dollar payment your account balance will be $2,989.