Hard Knock

 In her womb she held a child.

On Father’s Day the child’s father dropped her off and left her at a hospital to give birth.

She gave birth to a little girl and she named her Sadie.

The birth was so bad that the doctor gave her a choice, he said, “If you have this child there is a good chance that you might bleed to death.”

She decided to go on with the labor plans.

Barely alive, she held the child, cried, smiled, then named her and died in her sleep.

Her last words to the doctor were, “Doctor, tell the world that this is my gift to them even after so many have shown me no mercy.”

That’s just the beginning of this hard knock story.

The goal is to put you inside of a mind that suffers severely from birth, you see some of you are comfortable so you may not soak in this message.

Her name is Sadie and she was put up for adoption after  the death of her mother because she had no one to care for her.

Sadie found inspiration in every lesson learned in her life.

She was a special child at birth because her mother gave her life so that she could live.

That alone makes it a special story.

Friends were at the root of her problems because she learned the hard way and that’s the fact that her meal had to come without them.

Her friends watched her get severely beaten at the age of 13, they sat and watched.

Smiles; no, they forgot about her on every birthday.

Love; no, she sat alone in a jail cell just for trying to see  her real cousins. The charge was stealing records from the recorders office.

What voices were in her head?

What motivated her to change her life around?

Growing up very attractive, she hugged a Godly man only to be stabbed in the chest to bleed to death by his other mistress and left in the cold to die.

The knife just missed her heart.

Like God, she became a selfish woman and what feeds the spirit manifested out of the soul.

She became angry, but by nature she was a good person.

Work became her best friend, she became afraid to love.

Lost in a world filled with devious ambitions she had to train her mind to think positive.

In the end, she swam across the ocean, she flew across the world, and she built the first single vessel space ship and landed on the moon. 

There is a point to this story because Sadie only crossed paths with her real father three times in her life.

The point is that the harder it got, the harder she tried.

Her mother died so that her daughter’s story could be told, but it only got told after she got up over 8,000 times.

After the last hard knock, her mother opened the gates of heaven to let her in and hugged her so that she could learn to love again.

Hard Knock.