I begged God to keep it out of me, but he wouldn’t leave me alone.
I tried to be nice to everyone, be a good man, follow the laws, smile, but no matter what, that dark black and white monster kept at it.
“The fire it burns. God, the fire burns, it eats the flesh until everything goes numb.”
Everywhere I went, there he was.
At the point of no return I stood shaking in a room hoping and praying to some higher power to keep him out of me until I got a call from my neighbor.
In the Ten Commandments it says that we shouldn’t kill and that we should love God and not be high tempered so I asked God to keep the white and black monster away.
Before I snapped, I saw an old picture of my family, I saw a part of me die every day and eventually I would have to face the black and white monster. He wanted my soul.
I never welcomed him in, but he just kept coming and coming until I felt a vessel in my brain pop. As he took ahold of my mind I grabbed his neck and kept choking him until I felt his soul leave his body. I couldn’t stop smashing his head on the cement. Then I woke up.
God showed me the dream of what I could become so instead of me acting out the dream I sat in a small room and punched on a punching bag until the black and white beast left my soul.
Tired and exhausted, I sat down until he returned.
He never dies, if he can’t get to you one day he comes back the next.
He’s a monster. A black and white monster that keeps shifting until he steals your soul.
Don’t let him win.
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